Sunday, May 11, 2014

I am but a poor human being

It may be fun
It may be nice
I'm trying to be nice.

Pull me in
You grab my hands
Look back and see my teeth glint unwillingly

Why don't you see
Why can't you feel it somehow
know you are not numb.

The grass pinches our feet
You say you know they prick
But can't you hear me?

Glassy fingers
That belong to you
I want to kiss them

Pulling me towards
A big roller coaster
Look at me, boy, look at me.

What?
I said look at me.
We're going to the ride now, tell me later.


You are strapped.
I am strapped to the coaster's seat too.
The contraption starts to whirl…

You know I'm scared
I need
To hold your hand.

What are you saying?
I can't hear you!

Ah, that's right.

You don't hear me.
And I wish I could hold your hand
But you aren't next to me no one is

She is next to you
And
I am not.

You don't hear.
I hear you tilt your head to look at her
I hear your heartbeat go faster

Nice, I am trying to be
To both of you
I hear your fingers land on hers

But her name is also Nice
Like in Italy
I've always tried to be her

And this is not fun
I wish I could pull off the straps
I am trying

I can pull them off.
Get away, from you
Because I love you it will be better this way

The contraption is still on
I am hanging on the edge of the roller coaster 
And you have to hear me.

You have to hear me
You have to hear me
You have to hear--

Sunday, March 16, 2014

bing bong bang bing (bang) TOCA BOCA

Aaaaaaaand I tested out a new font on my photograph and with my shorty-short story


Heh.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Trying out covers for 'Today' by _bookthief

A little experimentation to see if people like covers I make on Wattpad, this one sent for @_bookthief's 'Today' :) I took them photos by myself on winter Kathmandu days, and the font is called 'Prisma' by Dieter Steffmann.








Tuesday, March 11, 2014

D'awwww, meat dagger

Nothing really to post about, but my dad wants to see a matinong (legit or PROPER *ahem, ahem*) blog post I wrote or just a matinong blog. YAAAAAAAAAAA~ that proves to be quite a task. So, let my blog posts be less random, less hipster-y, less worthless, have less memes, less annoyingly crazy from this day onwards. [Standing ovation]

Well, seems like I can't really help stopping that from happening.
I should really keep a diary journal, because suddenly for the past weeks the plotline of my life's been getting interesting things in it that are too many to put in here, and I have NOT kept track of them. But I have captured photos of them but plot twist, I CANNOT FIND MY CARD READER FOR MY CAMERA RAARGHARRGAHRGAHAGRHAGRHHHARAAHHGHGH sorry
So a spot of some photos from a month ago and their stories, I suppose.


I've recently downloaded new fonts because I liked seeing nice fonts, and I decided to test 'em out. Even though I do not like selfies. And I found this quote from 'The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teenagers' by Sean Covey, which my dad gave me, thankfully, just as I began to be one, though I prefer to be called "young adolescent". Whoa what

 ENDER'S GAAAAAAAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've finally watched it, and I must say, both the book and the movie get 5 stars from me. Actually, I think if you didn't read the book before watching the movie, some of the feels from there won't get home to you, like argh Peter Wiggin's story, Alai's "Assalamu alaikum" to Ender before he moved to an army where in the book, it almost made me cry, the Bathroom Fight, and stuff. But both of them are in a class of their own. I mean, Asa Butterfield :

 Hah, I drew my classmate Anton, randomly for a random ask in Tumblr. We're in Narnia in my drawing there lol


Winter is breaking; spring dawning. There's a pretty patch of flowers in a hotel somewhere in Kathmandu. I've formulated that none of the stories, photographs or drawings that we call ours have really been done by us, as they are just snapshots, caricatures, descriptions of things that already exist on their own, thus that statement is invalid XD but never mind what I just said

 My premature-born bro is WALKINGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 Idiots flashback: *Virus's grandson kicks his face* "Good kick son! Wanna be a footballer?!" other students: WHOOOOOOOAAA

My dad started teaching me guitar a month ago (actually, I've only had 3 lessons from him so far -_-) and I LIEK IT. Surshala Music Academy, where are ur classes???? Dat's my mom's guitar and the D string died so I'm on a hiatus

Kathmandu seen from KFC Thapatali (idk how to spell). *advertising* Everybody, go to KFC Thapatali on any time of day and get photos of this shot from their window because it's marvellous plus their french fries are AWHSUUUM. 



Well that was adequate. 

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